me and my teddy have a secret.

Monday, March 29, 2010 @13:17

my addiction ...

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Friday, March 26, 2010 @16:09

have you wonder/thought about

your life?

I am thinking. and wondering

the many many that came into my life.

and out of it.

passed by.

stayed on.

made an impact.

shared.

these days the many many songs that moved me.

staring into space set my mind thinking of

what will it be like without

a friend wrote something that spoke to me.

i'm still thinking trying to get the in depth meaning of it.

no matter how big hearted one be, just can't share certain things.

childish I may seem, but I hate to share.

hate to share quality time.

hate to share you.

hate to share love.

I might not have the assets rich enough for you to be dependent on,

all I have is a heart that can't stop loving.

little assets thus feel dependent on a relationship.

I was pissed off sometimes

I was annoyed sometimes

I went speechless sometimes

I daydream sometimes

I go off track sometimes

I wonder off sometimes

I float in between sometimes

will you still

tolerate me,

yell at me,

hold me back,

and make sure I don't lost my way?

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

@16:07

如果没有遇见你我将会是在那里
日子过得怎麽样人生是否要珍惜
也许认识某一人过着平凡的日子
不知道会不会也有爱情甜如蜜
任时光勿匆流去我只在乎你
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何能够得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜
所以我求求你别让我离开你
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意
如果有那麽一天你说即将要离去
我会迷失我自己走入无边人海里

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @20:25

you're important to me..

a girl i love so much,

the many heart breaks we gone thru,

now we're here after those days,

we see the differences in us,

our pace is different..

the fear in me,

I may be your burden,

I am not there yet,

I am not the norm,

I just can't beat those people who come in,

thus, I gave up.

because I am afraid of the pain that comes over and over again.

I am too weak, to face it again and again.

no one received my 100% after,

who can I give my 100% after,

i love.

i hate.

i treasure.

those songs spoke to me,

the hidden sadness inside,

so afraid that it would fall again.

like always.

so afraid im the reason for you to run,

cos I thought I would be the last, yet I am just the cause and reason of it.

my throat is killing me,

but I am so lazy to consult a doctor.

and I NEED AN MC.

argh..

working soon..

havent been going to school,

cos i JUST WANT TO SLEEP..

to just hide from the world.

I have lost the heart to face the world in day light.

I have turned into an owl.

the comfort, the peace..

my room is where i hide all my feelings,

in that corner is a pile of emotions..

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Sunday, March 14, 2010 @17:26

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Monday, March 08, 2010 @13:11

远处的钟声回荡在雨里
我们在屋檐低下牵着手
幻想教堂里的那场婚礼
是为祝福我俩而举行

一路泥泞走到了美景

习惯在彼此眼中找勇气

累到无力总会想吻你

才能忘了情路艰辛

你我约定难过的往事不许提

也答永远都不让对方担心

要做快乐的自己照顾自己

就算某天一个人孤寂

你我约定一争吵很快要喊停

也说好没有秘密彼此很透明

我会好好地爱你傻傻爱你

不去计较公平不公平

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

@13:05

Have you wonder. Why people cab?

People will want to spend the money is because we’re rushing for time.

But, the result of cabbing is a bus fare of $20?

Non flexible cab drivers are just pissing people off. The square headed, the old and non changing mind of keeping to just one lane.

Not reading the e board is a BIG mistake. Maybe they just don’t know how to read it, not English educated? Put those things in Chinese, maybe they can learn to change route.

An argument is being broken out, due to the fact that young mind and old doesn’t match, the Q to the U turn is just too long for his old brain to think of the right choice,

What kind of service is he providing? Mm.. to drive slowly? Oh my god. I suppose I do not have motion sickness… and I am afraid that we have to eliminate this kind of drivers, so younger ones have better room to move.

Been on a cab of a young driver, and I got to school in the fastest time ever. SMRT 6 sitter.. that’s what I call good service.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Thursday, March 04, 2010 @07:43

when r/s gets alittle out of hand..

personal time is needed to cool down

reflection is needed

communication is vital

compromising to scale

there's just no perfect match in a relationship.

no one is cut out to fit you, and you are not cut out to fit someone.

everyone is moulded. and refine. and changed.

to fit.

puffed~

i just hate people to walk away from me..

and you did..

further than anyone did.

sigh....

im practically worn out

I have no freaking idea what is going on with my life.

cos I see no life in this.

gosh~ when can i ...

have a good afternoon tea peacefully

have a good outing

have a good getaway

have a good sleep

have a good meal

have a good weekend off

have a day withOUT worries

list of wants

-take up Muay Thai

-have weekend activities every week

-starve for 1 week for a good meal

-down 7kg

-become a vampire

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy