me and my teddy have a secret.

Saturday, February 28, 2009 @14:17

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

@06:15

omg!
first birthday cake.
first birthday peck.
first birthday wish.
first birthday song.
first birthday shy.
first birthday celebration at work.
wow~ its wow!! big shit..
a HUGE thankyou to BabyFace staff. =)
tho' I just joined this family, but they are all DAMN nice.
Hand sign bar!!! woots!

on this day,
I receive a LOT of wishes.
a really loud birthday song.
a cake. and many hand shakes from unknown people.
-_- this face I know, but I am grateful.

goodness,what's next?
I got really surprise at the first.
and a little surprise at the previous.
the next??
haha!
Ps. I am just adding stress. *evil grin*

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Friday, February 27, 2009 @20:45

what the hell is wrong.
how much I would like to spend more time with you.
but... just not happening..

something is wrong with me I guess.
its always like this.
I thought it will be different.
just my thinking.

work seems to be the only place I can have fun,
now that school is over.

I need to find myself some entertainment to fill up the rest of my time.
other than babyfacing.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

@06:33

when words can't express, use songs.
when brain can't express, use heart.
a smile is the best cure for my flu.
little gestures meant alot to me.

mm~ seems like I had a pretty busy week.
can't wait for pay day, which is I don't know when.

I have things to anticipate for, finally.
Wei wei is being REALLY secretive about her plan.
=)
yet another surprise.
bring it on and give me heart attack.

Saturday will be a FANTASTIC day.
I am going SIM, then shopping, then follow.
with every step, its bringing me nearer to that day.
a day before my birthday.
that's all I can say.

went K yesterday with Clar, Yling, Pepe, Weiwei.
hee~ I pig thru it. KFC, Sushi, cupcakes, =)
I am hungry that's why.
great celebration. 1st surprise.
haha!!
McDonald to Court to CC to this room.
I received 21 cupcakes. damn NICE i swear.
with a singing candle.
forever burning candles?
a swan hat?
and a bundle of love!
thanks YOU!!!

Let Saturday be another joyful day!

I am addicted to coughing

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @18:50

is it the weather that affects my mood,
or is it my mood that affects the weather.

dark cloud overcasted my soul.

lost in the mist.

speechless.

every word seem to hurt either.

overdose with sleeping pills.

silent silent silent.

rain cos someone is crying

hurt cos someone is crying

heart wrenching when... cry

with every tear shed.

hide

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

@06:27

Xiang Shui You Du 香水有毒 - Hu Yang Ling

am suppose to sleep now..
I was too hyper at 12am..
mellow down at 1am..
sleepy at 3am..
awake at 6am..

drunk once again..
wtf?!?

that little girl went to cut her hair SHORT
zomg.. I seriously hope that she doesn't turn bung.
haha! her mommy is pissed.
she just heck, nothing much she can do now tho'

Great day! tonight will be even better
=)
so looking forward.
to work to those songs.
to front bar.
to new knowledge.

SIM here I come this saturday.
there seems to be so much to do,
but I am not doing anything,
cos,
I do not know where to start.

teach me how.
I am lost.
once found,but wait.
not really.

我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇

我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱

你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @13:24

Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni - Cao Ge

slacking at home..
went to Jun Long's bday chalet at 10 pm.
mm~ I am glad mine is a little buffet stuffing time with close buddies.
=)

the noise level yesterday was mind blasting,
guess I'm sick that's why.

weird things are crawling through my mind these days.
time to get my focus right, and keep going.

sometimes I really how someone can be such an ass.
I am speechless, and I do not want to bother much,
I sincerely hope you can go far in life with that kind of f up attitude,
cos YOU bloody hell left a sucky image in our memory.
but all we do is joke and laugh..
as we are not at all affected, its you not us.

tell me I am not wrong about it.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Monday, February 23, 2009 @20:02

just had a little 21st bday bash with my families and friends.
its so freaking tiring, I'm glad its over.

I sincerely thank everyone who's there to celebrate this 'special' day with me.
thanks for ALL the helping hands to make it possible.
=)
and I am so looking forward to the PRESENTS..
too much food, small stomach.. I suppose I fed everyone good?
haha.
had lots of fun, I guess. with all the child play.
I am lovin' my family members and all my buddies, friends, pals.
whatever I may nickname you.

possible presents...
ganma might be getting me a ring from Tiff and Co.
my goodnesss, can't wait.
daddy and mommy have been really sweet to want to get a gift for me.
but, I have HIGH expectations for my gift, so...
they went looking for a wallet, perfume..
aw~ I am kinda touched by their sweetness.
Thank you daddy. its so cute of you to say that you want to buy me perfume.
huh?!

memories are captures on a R4 size glossy paper.
=)
I love those memories of my life.

I .
am speechless.
please,
my life.
apologist.
I can't back out now,
I can't turn back now,
I can't say no now.
forward is the only choice.
I don't know what lies ahead,
GOD knows,
maybe I should have tea with him some day.

coughing my lungs out for the past days,
getting worst.
I am not trying to seduce anyone with my voice.
*pout*
so stop laughing when you're talking to me.
yes you ! I am talking about you.
Arsehole! go perm your hair la.
you're bound to REGRET!
hmph~~~~

haha.. the pills and syrup cost me 20 bucks?
omg.. I work in a clinic and I feel so cheated everytime I see a doctor.
damn it.
same goes to when I go clubbing.
congrats~~

big sigh.
I am lost for this moment.
in a mess.
just let me be.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @11:19

as you walk and walk and walk,
come a point where you have to choose,at the split road.
from primary to secondary to poly to uni to work
from first love to which ever love.

human always have to make decision,
and i hate it.

I would say, love decisions are the most difficult choice,
but, certain moment, we have no choice but to let it go.

school decisions are made by me and my family.
at least I am still surviving.

I have made many decisions in life,

some are so god damn wrong, some are alright.

woots, sweat.

now that I have decided to love you.

I bear all responsible,

to guide you,

to love you,

wholeheartedly

to support you

emotionally,

physically,

mentally,

financially.

have you my princess.forever?

(does forever exist?)

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @11:54

back in SG alittle bit sick and sore.

I can't seems to open my eyes and my room seem stuffy.

the air in SG is so foreign to me all of a sudden.

hello,my routine life.

Valentine was a blast? I suppose.
that little bitch was so busy cleaning her room, im-ing, singing?
I was ignored. pity me.
greeted with screams, omg, and a hug(this is good)

special thanks and nice meeting you to new friends.
that make this whole thing possible.
not fantastic, at least, granted whatever gf would want it to be?
=)

ok.
many things to confess.
I drove without the card,
Shisha-ing while watching soccer and entertaining this random guy(huh?)
palm reading? so funny right.
ok, all of us are Flirts.(so stop bitching)
if I am a guy I will have 3 wife. Fooyoo~~ wtf?
I can't go on diet cos my stomach and intestines are god damn weak . HA!! that's just a saying.
decent and stubborn. goes well I guess.
Money comes in fast , go out EVEN FASTER.damn. someone glue my pocket up.
my another is flirtatious like me. I suppose this is referring to you baby bitch.
be good and stop flirting. Wahaha!
let me be 3 out of your 5 husbands. since I have 3 wives.

a glass of cocktail at ourback got me all red and heated up.
I owned a manly body gel.
Pavilion . so great.

B bitch

ohso hot when driving,

ohso cute in bed,

ohso hardcore with that stare,

ohso sweet.

fuck off, I am sick and tired.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Friday, February 13, 2009 @11:35

Shi Lian Wu Zui 失恋无罪 - Rachel
chipped finger nail(when its like so short already)
cuts fingers.
rough hands.
stiffness.

damn, its the bar man.
sigh..... ='(

i need to soak my hands in bird nest for a day.

just done with my God Devil Chocolate, what a gift from wei wei.
i shared it with the buyer, and my family.
I am so nice. *thank you thank you*

*你的存在是我微笑的理由*

=)
the best reason for work
I get to learn a lot of new things.
A good laugh everyday.
friends! and the band!
I am enjoying my days at BabyFace.
so crappy.

recently had a competition,
beer opening competition.
the longest time is the loser and
tada! I am the one!
damn it. I have to say something to Vanessa,
I never spoken to her before , omg.
so shy.
I am so gonna train myself till xiao xin have to say those things to Number 10
*evil laughter*
but good thing is,
haha!!!
its for me to know.

valentine?
flowers? rose? what else?
haha!
i have no idea.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @11:26

I remember you By Yui - Yui

kaze wa mou tsumetai keredo
natsukashii sora no nioi ga shita n' da
HO-MU kara umi ga mieru
kono basho de kimi wo sagashiteru

kisetsu hazure no SA-FUBO-DO ni
ano natsu wa kitto ikiteru
taiyou wa zutto oboete ita hazu sa
nee kikoeteru?

namida wa misenai tte kimi wa sou itte
boku-tachi wa futari te wo futta
sayonara wa iwanai dakara te wo futta
yuuyake ni kieta I remember you

sabita GITA- kakaeru tabi ni
ano uta ga mune no oku wo tsukamu kedo
ima mo mada saenai hibi
kono basho de boku wa sugoshiteru

dakedo omou n' da dareka no tame ni
kitto bokura wa ikiteru
taiyou ga kitto oshiete kureta n' da
nee kikoeteru?

namida wa misenai tte kimi wa sou itte
boku-tachi wa futari te wo futta
sayonara wa iwanai dakara te wo futta
yuuyake ni kieta I remember you

are kara no boku wa aikawarazu dakedo
hon no sukoshi jishin ga aru n' da yeah...

namida wo koraeteru yakusoku dakara
dare yori mo tsuyoku naranakucha
sayonara wa iranai datte me wo tojite
sugu ni aeru I remember you

this song brings me back to the days I am in Japan.
i am missing it already.
the days where we were thought this song,
and the good old days with my pals. it was hilarious man.
super polite when I am back, but back to the old self now. damn

goodness, what a pack February.

its gonna be filled with laughter and fun,
so~~
its alright, I guess.

forseeing the timeline.

-12feb CM presentation
-14feb Valentine without a girlfriend
-20feb Liang Wen Yin(so DAMN CUTE LA) autograph
-21feb Gena's 21st bday bash @ Le Cresendo
-25feb FYP final deadline
-29feb My unique 21st?(wtf doesnt exist la)

within those thing.
not forgetting work and school.
hahahaha...
thats basically my life.

OMG.
i need to f off to school now.

and damn.
i haven't order my cake.
wtf right..
I HATE THISSSSSsssssssss

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Saturday, February 07, 2009 @09:23

01 - 梁文音
what's love.
.
.
.
.
.
.
it is

the missing I have when you're not with me.
this tingle of happiness when you said you love me.
this lemon stuck in my chest feeling when you're going out with some other people
this blissful feel when im holding you
the want everyday to make you so special
the urge to tease you with everything
this smile thats only for you
the want to be perfect goal
the secure feeling I have when im around you
the ability plan out the most cliche "surprises" thinking its the most special
to want to give you everything in the world
your kiss that I look forward to
my comfort zone
that I do not see what others see in you
that I am attracted to what others ain't attracted to
that I am falling deeper every single day

ily,lab!

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy

Monday, February 02, 2009 @07:14

ended work..
unexpectedly I am working today..
god dammit..
I lost count of the nights that I didn't sleep..

I came across this girl. on teevee.
she's so cute.
her smile.her face.
*haha*
her voice. the way she sings.
woots...

so now its clear that I am attracted to smile.
and lips.
*haha*
I LOVE THOSE FANGS , gf.

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy