MSN invaded by some alien from pluto.
I am invaded by some alien from emo planet.
becoming psychotic.

work has been fine.
enjoyable.
I am FAT LIKE FUCK.
bulging stomach. argh!
squeeze those fats off me like getting lemonade out of a lemon.

I am planing my days a step at a time.
=)
what more can I ask for?

I seriously hope that either Japan/States trip will be on at the end of this year.
I need to go far far FAR FAR away for a while.

currently praying hard that UOB enroll me!!!
goodnesss is like kids asking for candies.
due to the fact that. I will not be going for my graduation.
hurhurhur!
whatever it is.

Rumor saying. there might be a chance that I can go over to UOB-States to study for a year.
my god. if there's the case! f it.. I am gonna study my ass off.
Haha! but money does the job.
STOP~~~ I still need my grades.
ps. I am one diligent dude.

STOP TALKING TO ME BECAUSE

I am in a bad mood.
I am turning psychotic.
I am being unreasonable.
I am grouchy.
I am mad.
I am insane.
I am not right in the mind.
I am super unhappy.
I am frowning.
I am pissed all the time.
I am up tight.
I am throwing tantrum.
I am not in the ultra friendly mood.
I am just upset.

Arghhh.... ahhh.... ughhh.....
go away.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The real me:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

My love style:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What personality do I have:
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you(is this true? haha). People with this kind of character are few and far between.

this is freaking killing me.
i do not know how to say it, but I am not very happy these days.
say its the blood.
i just want to stay in and do nothing.
maybe facing the computer is my only choice.
maybe a lonely jog. maybe a lonely gym session. maybe a lonely cycling trip.

my hair is giving me hell.
it just give me a headache.
my room is giving me unclear vision.
its so freaking messy.
I need a new hair cut.
a new room deco.

I am currently attracted to Restaurant city. =)
the only thing that i can do calming everyday.

tell me how.
I do not know about the moody emotion.
mood swing.

sometimes I am a pretty confusing person.
I love being taken care like a kid.
but I hate being told off.
I dislike being controlled.
I do not like you telling me what to do.
but I love to be loved.
so what is it?

maybe its the trip getting near.
one part of me wants to miss you.
the other just can't bear to let you go.
this is making me frustrated.

I am damn bored of work.
new job. new adventure.new life.
i can't wait for school to officially start.
I can't wait to go to school and do homework and study for exams.
i want a day job. that give me an earning of 2.5k a month for a start.

get my life straight for me. pleaesae.

I see that my blog is moulding away.

have been rather busy these days with work and my lil angel.

stress is contagious.

work
still the same.
getting kinda bored of it,
but I will find joy in it slowly.
slam slam slam. I need it slam.
so I can frown more.
=)
its a joy working with the people I am working with.
be contented. and happiness will come.

family
daddy is constantly asking me to take care of myself.
yaya.
I am.
he is complaining that my bones are poking out.
what the hell.
I only see fats swimming around.
mom as usual nag like an old woman.
non-stop.
that brat at home just pisses me off at times.
but he's the news reporter in this house.
my darling coach is getting cuter!
and BIGGER.
trying to teach him "biang"
but he only does things when there is FOOD. how realistic.

friends
haven't been meeting up with my friends lately.
been too busy with me life. and I suppose they are too.
hello pals. girls.
its time. to hang OOoooouuuutttTTTT.

best butt.
been hanging around very frequently.
haha!
but her exams are coming.
Go go go!!!!
i see that you've been studying real 'hard'

baby.
stress has been accumulating.
but I still love you.
tho' your face is expressionless. but I foresee the joy in you on friday.
my sexy L. i will be waiting for you in bed.
wahahahahahaha.
just take it slowly.
we will work things out when there is something that need to be done.
ok?
=)
I am the god of chill.
let the sky fall and rest on my shoulder.
let the earth crack and we shall watch the sky from below.

weather.
have been a bitch.
so bloody hot. I CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
and its pouring now!
it soak me just now.
suck.
oh my god. please do something about this weather.
is it global warming.

2012.
its the end of the world.
I shall get married soon... and have kids... and have house.. and car..
am i thinking a little tooo far?
damn. its good to have goals ass hole.

ciao ciao.
time to turn in.