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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @23:21

TopMan is the shop!!!
spend hundreds of bucks ...
Im seriously inlove with it...
don't doubt my taste..
Cos.. I love them all..



What do you think?? I'm just looking around and was thinking if it's nice.. hee..



Night night people.. I've got this white Tee for bed time.. it's really nice to..

waiting for this new polo tee to arrive at that store.. i can't be sure when.. but I'm going down to have a look at it.. if its really nice.. I will get it.. woots..
Its in my collection!!! love this alot.. what do you think of it?? Hmmm~~ got this today along with a couple of others.. my new time favourite..

can't wait to wear those shirts and shorts I've got these few days..
lovin' all of them.. *cuddle* i want to hold them to sleep..
*hee*
went around shopping for TS's birthday present.. my brain is seriously bursting trying to shop for it.. it's so simple that it got so difficult.. spend 2days on it.. and instead of his stuff, I got plenty of mine.. funny isnt it??
anyway.. got a lacoste polo tee for him at Tangs today.. its lime green.. just cross my finger and hope that he like it.. Wahaha.. do appreciate.. cos i almost break my damn leg walking round and round.. my eyes almost pop out looking.. my fingers are sore running through those racks.. and my brain got dry thinking of where to shop for it..
-ciaofornow-


Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


@22:12

My past can be others...
My present and my Future will be yours...

to have you in my arms..
to embrace you in my sleep..
to wake to see you here with me..

for you I give my word..
for you I give my promises..
for you I give my love..
for you I give my everything..
only for you..

stay by my side..
that's all I'm asking for..

I want you to feel the love..
I want you to feel the care..
I want you to feel the me..
right by your side..

ever so new..
ever so fresh..
ever so beautiful..
ever so sweet..
ever so wonderful..
ever so passionate..
ever so in love with you..

I will make it like the first..
so full of surprises..
so full of curiosity..
so full of questions..
so full of excitements..
so full of eager..
ever so new like the first..

-missyou-




Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Thursday, March 29, 2007 @14:06

FOr You I Will--MOnica



When you're feeling lost in the night,

When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you,
For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon (yeah, yeah)
I will be your hero your strength
anything you need (I will be..)
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you
For you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me (put you're faith in me)
And I'll have to leave it be

I will cross the ocean for you (I will cross the ocean for you)
I will go and bring you the moon
Promise you (Promise you)
For you I will, I will, I will, I will,

I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need, (Anything you need)
I will be the sun in your sky (yeah, yeah)
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you (I promise you)
For you I will (Ooooh)
I promise you
For you I will

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


@12:35

the sky turns from orange to grey..
my heart pump out tears..
the sky rain the tears in my heart..
thunder cries out my heartache..
to whom it may be for..

looking at the sky of grey..
so sorrowful
the clouds..
the wind..
the every sway of the trees and grass..
i sense thunderstorm..
i sense my heart gonna stop pumping any minute..

my blood turns cold..
my bain so empty..
my heart so numb..
i no longer feel my existence..

here comes the rain..
its the sound of the horrifying thunderstorm..
the thing that I'm so afraid of..
the thing that I can't do anything about, but just acccept..
that's the way it is..
if you can't do anything.. just accept..

it kills to accept..
it kills to let go..
it kills to know it all..
it kills to turn my heart away and ignore..
it kills to be so far..
it kills to not be able to hold you..
it kills to be not of any help..

if only those love can be exchange..
if only those care can be exchange..
if only those worries can be exchange..
if only those tears can be of exchange..
if only my life can exchange..

the destroyers are here..
here to swept away the world i have created..
why must it be this fast..
so fast that I didnt notice..
why must it be now..
so sudden that I want to kill myself..

whenever I feel so happy and contented..
whenever I feel so blessed..
whenever I feel so warm in this world..
the cold wind blew..
it chilled my heart of flame..
it swept my legs off the ground..
when it hit on my smiling face, I feel the pain..
I fall.. it hurt my heart..
it hurt so much tho' its hidden deep in me..
it seems so expose now..
it crack into lines and lines,
as the wind contiune blowing..
never leaving me with a chance to protect myself..
never giving me a chance to protect..

if ever this world is gonna come down..
I will hold it for you..
if ever this world is gonna kill you..
I will take your place..
if ever things goes wrong..
I will be there by your side..
if ever the world turn so evil..
I will protect you in my arms..
if ever .. I will..

nothing seems to matter now..
my thoughts are not your concern..
my dreams are not your dream..
my fantasy is not your fantasy..
whatever I can give is not what you want..
whatever you want is not what I can achieve now..

the things I see too simple
the dreams I dream too much
the fantasy I created so beautiful
the love I showed ample
the thought of blissful life
always have a witch that comes along..
the prince will fight it off..
and hold his princess in his arm..
they live happily ever after..
I wonder how much more I have to fight to have that last line in my life..
or it doesn't even exist..
I rather be naive and believe that it does..
not living in the world of reality is my strength..

reality and dream ..
rain and shine..
hell and heaven..
black and white..
flowers and skunk..
tears and smile..
devil and angel..
the world and my world..
.....
real and fake
making my dream my reality..
the goal in my life..
no dream no reality..

-thingain'tgoingmyway-
-howcruelcantheworldget-
-iwillfightitstrongforyou-







Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Sunday, March 25, 2007 @21:48

-hello ... how you feeling?-
-im good... what about you...-

holding on when suppose to let go
drinkin' milk within four walls
looking at the flashing screen
hoping....

wishing upon the brightest star
wishing upon the candles on the cake
wishing upon the crystal ball in the tent
wishing...

its like a human and a spirit
like heaven and hell
like moon and sun
like rain and shine
like night and day
like land and sea
like you and me

they all never meet
never will they meet
forever living on its own

the world so round
so square to me
opposite poles we live
seems so near
its like right and wrong
its like black and white
its like truth and lie
its like dream and reality
so like you and me

the day so bright
so dark to me
the night so dark
even darker to me

summer so cold
paradiz is hell

newzealand are grassless
china without greatwall
india without spices
States without Burgers&fries
my life without you

home without a family
trees without leaves
land without soil
sky without clouds
birds without wings
mammals without hair
man without clothes
naked....
life without you...

looking in from the window
the truth is so cruel
looking out of the window
thats where reality lies

-imserious-
-andYou-


Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Saturday, March 24, 2007 @08:34

when you don't see the sun ... he's sleeping
when you don't see the stars ... they're hiding
when you don't see the white clouds ... they've fallen
when you don't see those birds ... they went home
when you don't see those smiles ... its somewhere
when you don't feel the breeze ... its on its way
when you don't get something ... it'll soon be yours
when you don't feel your presence ... you're shutting yourself up
when you don't like the world ... the world love you
when you don't see things on the (b)right side ... there's always that side

in life... people have to face with lots of problem... thats how the world teach... and how you learn...

lessons are painful
tears are unavoidable
lost is the only word i see
giving doesn't mean gaining
not giving means not gaining
no give no take
give doesn't mean take
nothing is free... duh
something is not free
everything is never free
in life its never fair
human is never always right
I'm not either... my heart is sightly to the left (like I always say)

human ...grows
needs ...grow
want ... more
gain ... less
lost ... more
sorrows ... increase
tears ... uncontrollable
smile ... becoming fake
laughter ... lessen
anger ... stronger
love ... needed more
hugs ... having lesser
kisses ... none
as we grow... simple things become complicated. complicated things become a frustration... tears are hidden. smiles are too. anger is kept. jealousy is never shown.. the pain of hiding.. the world so hard to understand. love is hard to show. hard to get.

-the world is crying... so am I. are you-


Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Friday, March 23, 2007 @22:12

why come back when i needed you less
why care when i don't need it anymore
why ask so much when i don't want to tell you
why worry when you don't have to
why talk when I don't feel like talking
why try so hard to know me more when i just want to keep to myself
why want to see everything when I just don't want to show
why ask me to tell you my problem when i can solve it myself
why wanted me to stay home when I just don't want to
*hahaha*

don't you find it very funny....

when i wanted so badly to show you what I've got
you ignore
when i wanted so badly to tell you how my days were
you asked me to shut up
when i wanted your attention so badly
you neglected
when i wanted so badly to share my thoughts
you were too busy for me
when i wanted so badly to talk to you
you asked me to go away
when i wanted so badly for you to solve my problem
you were busy solving your own
when i wanted so badly for you to stay home with me
you were always out
when i wanted so badly to tell you interesting stuff
you were so not interested
when i needed your hug so bad when i fell
you left me to bleed
when i needed your touch at night
you left me in the dark
when i needed your encouragement
you never told me that
when i long for you to just say "IloveYou"
it never comes

the little one had grown....
no longer needing all those things that I wanted to have so bad....
had grown out of those needs till you didn't realized..
too busy to realized ..
or so unnoticeable that you didn't know....
somehow manage to survive this world ..

do things on my own
solve things on my own
find dependent on my own
find love on my own
get compliment on my own
share things to myself
talk to myself
living in this little world of my own with my own fantasy my own dream
the world that is big enough to house me myself and I...

wondering why can't it house more than myself..
cos it shrink..
till there is only space for me..
its becoming smaller.. till one day it can't even house me..
the world is so cruel that I have to be squeeze out of that place into the shared world...

-grown-
-to do things myself-














Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


@21:57

我以为


你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Monday, March 19, 2007 @14:30

Woots~~ i survived those brownrice days..
and it finally... FINALLY!! over..
GOt our pay..
woohoo~~ its like super duper little..
but made lots of aunties and uncles friend..
nice people around..

Im gonna miss those days..
though its sucky, everyday..
complaining like some shit in the toilet bowl..

those kids..
and they are all so CUTE.. so fun..
aw~~ cant forget this little girl..
she is so sweet..
her parents her grandma are all so nice
she is so sweet to want to give me her mango.
and of cos i took it..
im so touch *tear*
her mommy told me that she is looking for me when they reached home..
and they came back to the fair the next day..
just love to mix around them..
kids are just KIDS..

wei had been driving us home..
nicenice BUDDY..
*hee*
so glad to have her..
*hugs&kisses*
thanks A MILLIOn!!!!!!
but you gotta drive more..
she is kinda *ahem*

we went to chill at Garden yesterday..
kinda fun..
talk about those good old days..
primary school days.. secondary school days..
those days with restrictions.. those days with rules..
im having fun ..
days without rules are so boring..
i love to challenge those rules
love to rebel
*hAhaha*
but not anymore..
cos there is no longer such rules around..
im old enough to get my ass in the jail if i did something wrong..
*ops* what does that mean?

did nothing these days..
slept at 7plus.. woke up at 1pm..
plan for movie today..
STomp THe Yard..
sounds nice isnt it?
We caught THE MESSENGER
its not bad i would say..
Su was so freak out by that..
*haha* nice plot.. good plant.. and stuff..
the little boy is so cute..
he is just so amazing.. and
none other than those spirit that is so scary
that it won my heart..
*haha*
Su was covering her ears and her eyes..
gosh~~ i wonder does she know the flow of the movie..
anyway~~ having a great time without having to think about work..

im plan on a trip
first.. my passport..
gosh~~ hate it..
they all agreed to go..
now the damn problem lies on ME!!!
*pout* im an illegal immigrant..
living on this island ever since i was born.. 19years

stupid things that happen during the fair..
-KS singaporean
-rushing aunties
-poor kids being drag around
-an ahma calling me AUNTY*fuck*
-aunty calling me Boyboy..*cool*
-got scolding everyday
-singing
-dancing
-talking like aunty






Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Thursday, March 15, 2007 @09:04

working at the food fair..
hmm~~
promoting BrownRice+selling=tired
stand for 12hrs a day=leg Break
talk for 12hrs a day=mouthWiden
look around for 12hrs a day=eyes pop out
brownRIce for 12hrs a day= free BrownRice
FoodFair for 12hrs a day=Stink+sticky+oily+fainting

work so far is cool.. trying to entertain myself at such a place..
if not, i really dont know how am i suppose to survive..
Sing+talk+play+crap+dance+walk+COMPLAIN
thats practically my whole day.. *smile*.. pretty much nothing much..
I can feel my leg muscle growing.. its big already.. now its HUGE

Su is working along.. right.. kinda having some fun with her..
she is the time keeper.. constantly checkin on the damn time..
ew~~ making time seems so S..L..O..W..
having friends working together is whole load of crazy stuff..
thinking of rap for Brown rice.. song too..
*wackhead*


and there are two guys.. diguisting guys..
when I saw them... they were pushing frozen water(Ice)
they keep looking at us when walking pass us.. FREAKS!!!
su said that they must be wondering whether Im a boy/girl.. muhaha
Sshh~~ not gonna tell cos its none of their BUSINESS!!!
anyway, that's what she thinks..
as in for me.. i LIKE to think positive.. that is they look cos they think that we are CUTE..
*puke* okok.. I know I know.. fine..
gone crazy for working so much.. Pardon me.. hee..

people tend to light up my days..
friendly Aunties and Uncles who tell me stories..
cute toddlers and babies..
mentally unwell people too..
they are all so.... entertaining in their own very unique way..
hmm~~ is it a good thing???

Missing you so much..
*pout* hate work.. cant see you cant talk to you..
only can think.. only can dream.. only can think back.. only can wish..
think of your face..
dream of your smile..
think of your words..
wish to end work so i can call you..
missing your voice so much.. so much more than i need those oxygen..
missing your face.. but never forgetting it..
missing your presence.. but never replacing with others..
missing your smile.. but thinking of it makes me smile..
missing your laughter.. but that laughter of yours can be so evil..
missing your whining.. missing so much of you..
close my eyes.. and I see those things I miss..

-cant wait to see you-
-cant wait-
-just cant wait-






Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @00:41

people say that loving someone is to give what that person need....
to give happiness to that person
I just cant give what that person need....
what should i do??

speaking the truth is not bring you happiness
saying what my heart only makes things more complicated
choosing to say what is logical breaks my heart..
I feel so useless at times....

I cant love you openly
I cant protect you in real
I cant even say how much I need you
its only so selfish to do what I want to do

cant help it but feel so jealous
cant help it but to lie to you,
every tears speaks a word of love
for you so important to me
for you that they escape
from my heart....

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Friday, March 09, 2007 @18:53

rubbing tummy..yummy dinner is over
home cook dinner FINALLY....
longing for it*think* are you sure??
anyway.. have been home the whole of today....

woke up at 12plus.. result.. I dont know.. but saw sleepyhead's message.. gosh~~ she woke up earlier than me?!
UNBELIEVEABLE

strange enough.. I went to THE ROCK(newCreationChurch) yesterday..
reason being.. im not sure.. just go..
with Misswong.. they just got back from overseas..*jealous* her skin is so tanned.. I want tanned skin too..
Time to do sometanning soon..
church start from 730pm till near 10pm.. wTF.. and went for supper with them.. her church friends, her "brothers"and "sisters".. thats what they call each other.. whatever it is.. seems like she is trying to get me into it.. Hmm~~ im a free thinker.. who is not yet prepared to be devoted into religion.. So.. i just listen as they talk.. hear as they sing.. *smile*..
THey talk about SexualSIn yesterday.. seems like.. sounds interesting.. but im forcing my eyes to open wide.. *tired* how much I want to close my eyes and sleep.. *zzz* plus.. im not too into the mood yesterday..due to some reason..
toothpick to prevent my eyes from closing.. or rather.. Im sleeping with my eyes open.. *wahaha* brain is already sleeping..
made new friends.. interesting and nice people till now.. its nice talking to them.. about my course and stuff.. at least.. there is someone that knows what I am doing. common topic, heat things off faster..

I was thinking about Laugh and Smile
when you laugh, are you really happy?
when you smile, are you sure you wanna smile?

or are you laughing to cover up something
to hide something
are you smiling to entertain?

I love to smile or rather laugh
I laugh at my own lame jokes
my stupidity
my childishness
my dumbness
my weird thinkings
my out of the world imagination

I like to Laugh at others too
i laugh at their
funny actions
their weird conversation
their everything

*evil* im evil, yes I know..
meanie.. Always a meanie..

think about that.. dont think that your smile can hide what you are feeling.. at least not from me..
smile is actually not a smile
laugh is not a laugh
if you think smile is happy and laugh is very happy.. then you gotta think properly what is your defination of happiness and joy.. to me smile can be somethin else, laugh can be something else.. but I see smile as a smile and laugh as a laugh.. *smile* wahaha..

-imhappyallday-
-cosIgettoseewhoIloveeveryday-
-duetothatlove-
-imJUSThappy-

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Thursday, March 08, 2007 @12:25

FInally watched Basic Instinct2..SharonStone..they say she is a hotbabe and a GreatActress..
this show is very complicated, but i love it..
its about the very complicated nature of human.. how we tend to contridict ourselves and how others try to make us all confused..
its a nice slow very meaningful of a high level thing..

went out for dinner with wei,allan(wei'scousin),ruben??(allan'sFriend).. haha.. we had a great time..
dinner was ok.. time after dinner sux, cos we dont know what we wanna do, and FInally make a very interesting decision.. that is to go home.. woohooo~!! first time.. *smile*.. reach home before first train.. sat downstairs to chat and stuff..

hmm~~~have been idling my time away.. wTshit am i doing??
Ihave gotten my result and im able to continue with this stupid course.. right.. should i be happy?? well.. maybe.. at least i pass..A,Bs,Cs,Ds--> i have them all..
these days people are wakin me up.. HATE it!! hmm~~~hate the feeling but not the person*hee*..

and.. seniors have gone for ITP .. no information till i read other people's blog.. Fuck it man.. hate it when its like that.. i really dont know what im talking about here.. but yea, at least say something.. anyway.. i shouldnt have ask for that..

human are weird....
they tend to treasure more when you lose things.. but when you ask them, do you miss that thing?

they will say dont be crazy!! why would i??
i have no feeling for that.. why ask me if i miss it??

that gotta ask yourself(myself).. i cant answer.. doubt anyone could..
we are just human.. not god.. we dont belong to ourself.. we dont control ourself.. we dont control others.. so there is no answer to what the question is.. cos, there is no question to it...

wondering what the fuck am i talking about??
that is a question to myself too..

have been talking on the phone alot recently.. why??
i dont know.. *haha* enjoy it tho' .. hmm~~ why??
i dont know.. *haha* why be so protective?? just like it so i do it.. lots of things dont have a reason to it.. so there is no WHY to them.. when you ask why when there is no answer to that WHY.. you will get a standard I DONT KNOW..
I cant make it for the finals.. and.. cos.. i have work.. i really wanna go.. but.. that was just a plan.. i might go down after work(which is after 18march).. really hope that we can have a great time together and stuff..*smile*..
my cantonese are improvin and my mandarin too.. i have got a teacher that goes, i have nothing to teach you.. *haha*.. weird isnt it.. teachers should be saying, hey come on.. learn i have tonnes of things to teach you..
but.. i've got this very unique one .. what a blessing.. *bigGrin*..
her voice is sweet.. sweettalk.. *haha*.. you can fall asleep talking to her.. maybe she has sleeping pills in her voice.. Who knows..
...zzz...

-dontaskAquestionwhenThereisNOanswer-
but everyQuestion you ask.. i will find the ANswer.. cos an answer lies inside a Question.. if you didnt ask the question.. there wont be any answer..cos I will never know your question

Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Monday, March 05, 2007 @13:22




One day, my brother was asking.."why is the moon following me??" *giggle*

I think back... i did ask this question when I was his age... my daddy said,"cos he is going back to sleep with you".. I really believe him, i was so glad that moon is gonna sleep with me that night.. the problem is, moon sleeps on his bed and I sleep on mine.. *smile*

the MOON is so BIG that it seems to be following you everywhere you go...
it is so HUGE that it appears so small to you..
why is such a enormous thing revolving around us??
we are so small.... does we seems even smaller to the moon??
does the moon knows our name like we know his??
is he laughing at our JOKE and our moves? like we are laughing at him when his face slowly disappear and reappear again...*wahaha*
...WHERE WE BELONG...

people says that there is a Bunny ; a Tress and a Lady up on the moon
i wonder where they lives?
is it nice there?
I think it is..
will they ever be lonely?? I doubt so.. cos they have what they love with them..



I want to move to the moon/ any planet with you..
a place with only me and you..
we can fish for stars everyNIght...
watch the sun goes up.. watch the night..
we can have our own little house..
we can watch over our love ones far from them...
where they can see us following them..
we might become one of the thing that kids wonder.."why is that thing following me?!"
*haha*
im just so evil
what should i name that thing?

-where is my another moon?-







Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


Friday, March 02, 2007 @13:05

Went out for interview at Borders at around 5pm. .
GOsh~~ when we reached, the office is already closed.
But.. a kind lady made up for that wasted trip i guess. she is nice and everything, enjoy talking to her.. hmm~~ maybe.. she sees us as grandchildren.. wahaha


Woohoo~~ something really Sweet happen yesterday..
Best day of my life.. cant sleep.. cant eat.. cant do anything.. all i do is...SMILE!!!
*sshhh* should i keep it a secret? hmm~~ but.. i want the world to know.. eveyone.. even the non living things.. I dont know..
Su and Wei both say that Im alittle abnormal yesterday.. I wonder why. I feel that i'm not normal too.. I guess, the answer wil be deep inside me.. which is unknown to me either, maybe is this.. maybe is that.. who knows

did nothing much these days.. only checking out how to make products and shopping for stuff.. Hmm~~ looking for jobs as well. kinda need some extra cash I think..*haha* what else..
right.. Su ask me a very weird question yesterday..
She was saying her mum said that she might be sick.. as in illness kind.. cos she has low blood pressure and there are lots of bruises, it might be something to do with the blood.. that is not the main point.. the MAIN point is, she is depress and that she told me if she is sick she will not tell anyone.. and she ask me if I will..
Hold on a sec man.. *think* I might tell someone.. Just one.. *hee* that someone will be the one I share my everything.. thinking about it.. I will not tell the one I love most and Treasure most.. as in REALLY LOVE MOST!!! that kind.. get it?! not sure why, but i wont.. *hee* cos to me, i think.. its easier to put someone down if you hate that person; so i guess i will hurt that person before I die so that that person can move on with life.. but there will be one day that, that person will come to know.. it will not be soon, so i guess by then, that person will already have someone to take care of, to pamper, to share, to everything.. it will not be as hard*smile*.. sounds drama..but i guess that's what I want it to be.. it might be drama but, it might be happening..

hmm~~ talk on the phone with her Yesterday, or today.. anything.. Till 5plus.. *BigGrin*.. sick, sigh.. just dont know how to take care of herself.. *shakehead* talk about.. lets see.. alot.. cant remember.. *wahaha*.. she sounds sick very sick.. but, just too lazy to see a doctor.*WTH*.. *wack*..PLease go to the doctor.. hee.. right.. and both of us are just tired.. concussing state.. brains are working real SLOWLY.. which is damn slow.. blank actually.. haha anyway.. I think the clock ticks really slowly too.. *hee*.. which is a... GOOD thing.. i think.. Enjoy talking to her.. like before, likes it alot when she speak cantonese.. not sure why, just love it. Im inproving.. trying hard.. *smile*

planning for a trip to KL.. ideal date will be 17march till not sure when.. *haha* first I gotta get my GODdamn passport.. its somewhere at REDHILL.. gonna ransack the place and dig the mountain or is it hill.. *cry* Im dying to get my passport.. please return to me.. im an illegal immigrant who is born here.. sounds weird but yes I am.. dont be surprise to see me in jail, cos I dont own my passport..*hee* .. cool right?! I think it is..

Right.. i gave Tigger a bath just now.. cos she said that i have to wash it.. so.. i bath it.. my poor tigger gonna stay out in the wind for..1 day?2day?3day? or 4769days.. *smile* hopefully i can get a tigger plushie from her..*wink* cos.. I washed mine.. haha.. somehow, its still looks.. erm.. kinda.. er... dirty.. haha.. hopefully it smells nice.. like me.. *whaha*

-gottarun..seeya-


Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy


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name: Zachery

age: 19/4yrs

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