Friday, January 30, 2009 @17:58
I am in a state of confusion once again?my shoulder hurts.my eyes going cock.my brain is dead.my fingers ain't working well.i feel old.over whelmed with work.WAKE UP ARSE HOLE!!!!!big sigh.
what is it that i want.
nothing.
really nothing.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@06:49
Deadline for CM is like toodaaaayyyyy...
and I am at the 500th word?
fucking irritating, damn my brain ain't working
been up since yesterday morning.
haha!
high level of tolerance?
maybe redbull did do some stuff.
whatever. I am so gonna stay awake till Saturday.
at the end of the day,
i still choose to go to you.
there is this trust in you within me that was build
and noone seems to be able to replace that.
you stand at this specific position where noone can ever conquer.
i need to tell you so much thats happening in mylife.
but i do not know how and where to start.
I felt this tension building in my arse
the bowl is waiting for me.
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loving me is your daily routine?
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, January 29, 2009 @10:27
its the 4th day of CNY 09, wtfuck abit too fast, cos I am already having my ass in school. same goes to most of my mates. aww~~ poor us. damn!
yesterday was sutian Birthday.
HAPPY 21st Birthday!!!
had fun.. haha! a day for us remember, and for you guys to guess.
I am trying to shit the load out of my body now, pump in Vitagen and Yoghurt. all I need to do is........................... w.....a.....i........t......
babies...
I love babies, someone come bear me a child.
one too many.
when the room get too over crowded with little kids,
I need to run, but most of the time, they won't stay in a room with me.I love babies, please be a girl. *haha*
I am myself that don't change. so be something I like, so I will like you.
baby boys are generally fine, that's when they are young and innocent. I suppose.
been really eating like a damn bloody fat pig these days.
im a pig filled with Chinese New Year goodies.. call me a Goodie stuffed pig.
hopefully I can upload some pictures soon.
the ugly ones will be hiding in my phone,
NO UGLY ONES .. ALLOWED.
woots~~ Lindsay Lohan+ S.R=HOT yoz~~
the distance is making both of us kinda ...
sometimes its kinda nice that we have got our own little space?
the space is kinda BIG.
haha!
IMY, little bitch.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, January 26, 2009 @06:28
what does my birthday mean?
You can trust your sixth sense.
Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest.
You have great ideas and fantastic imagination.
You often feel tired of things and people around you.
Your Love,
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes.
You are paranoid and jealous
and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover.
Sometimes the thing you believe in is
just your imagination.
really?
haha!
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Friday, January 23, 2009 @17:10
It's gonna be M.Y's birthday soon.
tho' there isn't a sight of 29 feb on the calender.
wtf!
who cares.
i am so gonna make a list.
of
things that will make me happy.
-a new watch(*big)
-Subcrew things(shirt,cap)
-BurberryPolo(white)
-Burberry Tee(black)
-Burberry boxersss!!!! (zomg!)
-Agnes B formal+tie(black&white)
-new nike dunks(white)
-Gucci wallet (?)
-Gucci Belt(114984 A0V1N 1000)
-Audi TT(WOohooo!!)
*what else?*
till here.
a list that is so not realistic
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@11:46
back in school.damn the CNY.. so fast.I am so damn not prepared for anything, cos I am so damn busy.life keeps changing.nothing seem to change my thought about love.sigh.I seriously need my sleep.badly.my mood is foul, and I am pissed easily.so shooowwwoooo~~uclers on my face! uclers in my mouth. goddammit!!Europe?I would love to go...haha~~ lots of things ain't the same anymore?argh~~ I want everything back to what it was.was can't be return.moving on... I do not know what lies ahead.I am a compass without a needle.misses.
lots of things,
the good old days.
where there's no worries.
just school, home, hangout at LJ.
what else can I ask for?
when daddy once told me growing up ain't that fun,
I just don't believe.
now i do.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @12:18
Hey There Delilah - Plain White Ts
I am sorry,but it has been really difficult.the frustration I am facing and everything.I want to be by your side so bad when you needed me.helpless.I can just worry, till someone else rescue you.someone someone someone.the someone is never me.sigh.I am thinking of the best way out of this.once in awhile this feels just get overwhelming.and then I will get really pissed at myself.no one elses fault is this.
distance is really hard to bear. I wish to just throw a string over and pull this little island closer to yours.
missing hearts.
I can't seem to find any other reason to be happier.
cos my heart is always missing someone.
I just wish that I can live without a heart,
leave it with you, I won't feel so empty, at least.
loving you.
so much to be done,
but can't be done.
no dinner, no movie, no hanging out, no sharing, no small talks,
no holding, no hugging, no kissing.
no no no no
no no no
no no
NO.
I just want to leave some part of me with you.
.memories it is that is left to accompany me thru this.
I love you way too much
that I am missing you
that I am whining
that I am thinking
this love is under some kind of challenge.
every moment is being treasured.
by me.
cos the chance of seeing is slimmer than a string.
.love.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@06:25
things are getting alittle out of hand now.
god dammit!! someone please teach me how to handle my time.
Chinese New Year is like round the edge. and
I am still not done with new year shopping.
what a joke. never happen before.
work's been great?
I am so tired. but !
never gonna give up, soon I will get use to it.
I HOPEeeee...
FYP is grabbing my soul,
I can't breathe, and I am lost.
scream at the top of my voice, still no one could hear me.
I am just praying that it would be a double pay for me to work on
CHINESE NEWYEAR!!
what's valentine?
a day before my birthday?
woohoo~~~
it seems so far, but its damn near,
scary!
I am suffering from this tummy uncomfort now.
...
am i hungry or tired?
off to school.. then breakfast.
(its the other way round.)
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Sunday, January 18, 2009 @18:18
I miss
the feel of you in my arms.
your body touching mine.
the smell of your prefume.
keeps lingering in my mind.
the feel of your skin, left herself in my mind.
your presence is being missed every second the day you left.
andI miss .
the taste of you still fresh,
but the absence is too hard to bear.
every breath you take,
make me smile with bliss.
hold me like you did,
touch me with all your love.
tell me that you love me,
cos i love you too.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @11:48
恶作剧 ancoustic ver - 王蓝茵
time flies. as tho' its only 12hrs aday.
with a blink of an eye.
its gone.
I live my life
without touching
without feeling
without seeing
without smelling
without holding
without hugging
without kissing
without having
without owning
without talking
without dating
without teasing
you
you were so real now.
but I am back to living that without life.
moments we created are beautiful
that it seems so much like a dream
I am living off
the smell you left behind
the pictures we had
the memories we formed
something seems missing
when there is no one to hold suddenly?
.love bitch.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, January 08, 2009 @10:52
Im Yours - Jason Mraz
why
am i missing you when i haven't even met you.
and
I am dreaming of you when i don't even know how you look like.
I can walk pass you on the streets
and
still don't know that is you.
but
yet I fell into you just like that.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, January 07, 2009 @18:52
I need your body so close to mine.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, January 05, 2009 @18:16
i think i am kinda right in certain decisions
i am always feeling insecure.
so make me feel love.
and i am all yours.
I have weird jealousy taste bud.
so bear with me.
I get over it real quick.
I talk to make people happy.
that's all I can say.
haha.
I think I do know how to love.
just give me time to show how it goes.
I have very high expectations of myself.
so I keep checking myself out.
it gets out of hand at times.
I love hugs, kisses, compliments
(daily cravings)
.................
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...
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and you
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Sunday, January 04, 2009 @18:48
Bei Ai De Nu Ren - Coco Leebeen awhile since i got songs up...
I just love this song, other than those songs that I make you sing.
hahaha..
is this a sad song or is it just me?
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@14:13
Wei's bday party yesterday at
16Defu Lane 12.. its so damn bloody hard to get there..
be glad there's such invention call ... CABBY..
had great fun with the girlss.. haven't seen them for awhile..
ok they got bfriends with them.. and zomg!
the old school mates..
its so dam filled with babies...
I LOVE BABIESSSSSS~~~
some K session.. just sit and listen is enough for the night.
Chivas is making everyone so tipsy and high.
but WHATEVER....
I can't wait for my 21st bday.. but what to do with it?
little did I know its so like before..
I am loving it..everyone hanging out having fun.
with no worries. just lots of care and laughter..
pictures I need those picturess
loving you. is like a must thing.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Saturday, January 03, 2009 @12:53
the closer you are the more real you are.the more I am sure about.
come to me,
I hope its a long running thing.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Friday, January 02, 2009 @12:30
too afraid to give.. too afraid to lose.
stay with me?
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
