Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @21:08
I was bombed..
someone asked me why I can withstand with all those..
because, there's no point arguing with such person.
was I affected,
as long as it doesn't come from
-my girlfriend
-my bestie
-my good friends
-my family
I am fine.
I once thought that I owe her the world,
not anymore.
I once thought that I have to be responsible for her,
not anymore.
it took A LONG while for both of them to explode at me..
way too long.
once found,
I thought I was the most blessed person on earth.
lose it,
I am the saddest person on earth.
this I swear.
after experiencing other things,
I still think about you.
then you found me.
I am happy.
way happier than before.
I was stuck.
I pull myself outta pit hole.
God, you're a nice guy.
You made a girl,for my love.
the whole drama makes me understand and know who I really want.
I fought for it despite all the shit,dungs,da pian, etc.
Oh baby.
I can't tell you how much I love and treasure you.
Oh love.
just let my love reveals itself everyday to you.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Friday, March 27, 2009 @06:27
holy cow dung.
haven't been sleeping at night for the passssssssssssssssssss
6 days.
*scream*+ pull hair.
I need i need i need i need....
A HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
my eyes couldn't seem to open during work..
I swear I am not watching those girls dance..
fight fight fight...
drink drink drink...
while I doze off in my bottle store.
can't wait for a trip to our neighbouring mountain top, Genting.
to just have a couple of normal sleep. =)
a stay at Bintan Villa sounds attractive.
where's the cash. and time.
I am currently out of cash and time.
wtf!!!
they ain't suppose to go together....
fats are building cos of my sleepless day.
dammit. I need a freaking curtain in my room.please.
enrolled in SIM global. Psychology.
the fee is an ATOMIC BOMB.
alright dad, I owe you 60 K...
-_-
sucks.
silent night.lonely night.
where's my love?
sigh.
im bloody tired.
night? morning?
whatever.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@06:24
she needs a normal love?
I need a normal love?
We need a normal love?
but i am sure I am doing a better job
than
a normal love can do.
im created to love abnormally.
she'll here to be love abnormally.
thank god we are both 'abnormally' in love.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, March 23, 2009 @06:22
this will just be it.
cos I am tired of this.
till everything calm down.
and get even better.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @00:34
soon I will just go crazy.
once I go crazy, everything becomes simpl-ier.
I need Hizin to relax. and to de-stress.
I need Panamol for pain.
I need C syrup to get high.
I need sugar to keep myself going for a month or two or three. and forever.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @23:54
resolution.
control me; stress me; tease me
DOWNSIZE ME...
its a BIG 10...
here I come cutenesssssssssss
work have been full of stoning...
when my 10 fingers rub together, they feel weird...
静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了
都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经
越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前
再听见你的
蜜语甜言
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @10:22
I am.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @11:49
如果相见不会太晚
我们就不会悲伤
和你堂堂的手牵手
过得好简单
若我有天不见了
或许你会比较快乐
虽然有万般舍不得
也不愿看你难割舍
若我有天不在了
请你原谅我的困扰
虽然你给我的不算少
只是我没福气要
就算是完美
怎么牵拖都不对
不忍看你那么辛苦
我所能为你做的
只有默默的
祝你幸福
如果相见不会太晚
我们就不会悲伤
和你堂堂的手牵手
心里不会有愧
如果相见不会太晚
我们就不会遗憾
快快乐乐的不会纠缠
过得好简单
若我有天不见了
或许你会比较快乐
虽然有万般舍不得
也不愿看你难割舍
若我有天不在了
请你原谅我的困扰
虽然你给我的不算少
只是我没福气要
就算是完美
怎么牵拖都不对
不忍看你那么辛苦
我所能为你做的
只有默默的
祝你幸福
如果相见不会太晚
我们就不会悲伤
和你堂堂的手牵手
心里不会有愧
如果相见不会太晚
我们就不会遗憾
快快乐乐的不会纠缠
过得好简单
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@06:22
Im Sorry - 1st Ladygirl i like, afraid to love.
girl i like, can't love alot.
girl i like, gave all my heart to.
girl i like, truly love.
girl i like, something went wrong.
girl i like, aiming for long lasting love.
girl i like, but have to let it go.
girl i like, whom i hurt so deep.
girl i like, whose heart is broken by me.
girl i like, i can't face anymore.
i'm sorry
i am not asking for forgiveness,
i just need time to rearrange my thoughts.
.vanish is my word.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @10:28
what's next.
i don't know.
give me sometime.
give us sometime.
i am being pussy.
i am being gay.
.sometimes I really hope that all this can be easier.
.its getting too complicated.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@00:40
.i just need to chill for awhile in the freezer.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, March 09, 2009 @11:46
its the things in a relationship.
surprise surprise surprise.even after 10 years being together.=)tenderness. holding kissing hugging cuddling.take me into your soul. attraction.be my lover. and my best friend.get involve in each others life.handle the pride and ego with great care.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Sunday, March 08, 2009 @23:29
have you wonder.
what would you fill an empty jar up with?
you're like an empty jar.
I would want to fill you up with.
chocolates
muffins
brownies
candies
cookies
jelly beans
gummies
cupcakes
macaron
with everything sweet, colourful, nice.
I smell love, care, thoughts.
in that tiny jar.
feel my every inch of concern.
see the million words of love in them.
.with a jar.
**what should I fill my jar with?**
**what else do you want me to fill your jar with?**
be more involve in my life.
I need someone who is so.
i'm glad for now.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Friday, March 06, 2009 @06:13
fight fight fight.
again?
mm~ almost got into trouble with some rich guy.
maybe I am just naive. dumb I mean.
it almost got out of bar, got stopped by me.
with a stare. and someone asking me to let it go.
alright, if I be a little stubborn and pull it back,
there goes my cute face.
been really sleepy today.
went up with puppy eyes,
was hurried into my safety zone.
huh!
OK! the right thing is lock myself in the room.
(ah! Now i know.)
been thinking a lot.
yet still no conclusion.
left brain, right brain.
both ain't helping.
my heart doesn't seem to have the ability to over rule
wheezing every night.
I just want to shut myself out.
and
get my thoughts right.
telling means hurting,
special treatment means pain,
the L word had a shadow of the letter H.
I am in a state of confusion.
bear with me for a while.
I am in the midst of ironing things out.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @12:38
the password to the one.
don't walk out.
once you walk out, I might never allow you come back in.
I am crude. I am too straightforward.
those OS in my mind move really quickly that its now always in my mouth.
sometimes you take it. most of the time you leave it.
I got pissed. and didn't look back.
call out to me,
cos I am too egoistic.
hold onto me,
cos I hold my pride too highly.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Tuesday, March 03, 2009 @15:47
Rainie yang- dai wo zou (CD version) - 楊丞琳yang cheng lin rainiewhen you go missing, do i know where I can find you?
when you are upset, do i know how to cheer you up?
when you are in trouble, do i have the ability to solve it?
when you have nightmares, am I able to smooth it?
when you are cold in the night, will I be able to warm you in my embrace?
when you are tearing, will I be the one that wraps those tears off your face?
when you needed someone, will I be that someone?
I follow my heart alot,
so please don't mislead it.
once it goes missing,
its really missing.
cos the trail cannot be seen with every step ahead.
.chill out time.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@11:21
how many months.
how many days.
how many hours.
how many minutes.
how many seconds.
2months
68days
1632hours
97920minutes
5875200seconds
already.
2months.3days.1hour.25mins.37secs.
...
sometimes, I might not seem to be loving...
sometimes I might not seem to be giving...
sometimes I might be childish...
sometimes I might be paranoid...
sometimes I might be over reacting...
sometimes I might be over possessive...
sometimes I might not seem to care...
but ......................
<3<3>
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@00:27
no mood.
throat is FUCKING PAIN!!!
like someone stabbing it with a knife?
chop stick?
satay stick?
tooth pick?
arrggghh~~ whatever
just so pain. and I am annoyed
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
its the things in a relationship.
