Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, July 30, 2007 @17:08
A ring that is suppose to be thrown..it's still stuck on my finger..why is this so..Is b'cos, I am still holding on, or is b'cos it is suppose to be with me..loneliness is hard to resist.i am glad you are here with me..i am glad that you are there for me..i am glad that i have you..was wondering if one day you are to leave me..what kind of life will it be..I am so weird..i keep telling myself to stop it.. but I am still doing it..time to wake up..but I am still sleeping..please wake me up somehow..i don't want to be like this all mylife..my shoulders are meant for someone, not myself..i wonder why..i need to cry too..i feel depress too..i need a shoulder too..who is there for me..you are there..if you are gone..who do i go to..where do i go nowwhat do i do nowhow am i to live my life nowwho do i want nowwhy is this happeningthis don't belong to me..you don't belong to me..that don't belong to me..everything don't belong to me..MY HEART don't Belong to me too..so don't expect me to know how to love you..-need love-zach
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@13:31
I'm so desperate now..deadline today, and im only 1/4 way done. how fucked up can life be??Not like im not interested in modelling, but is I don't know how to rig the zebra...*cry*still so many things to be done..-report-presentation-researchpersonal problem is so overwhelming..dammit..when can there is a problemless day?when life get tough.. the things I do is to sleep and ignore..what an irresponsible way of doing things..*wahaha* just kidding.. I really have no idea..it's time for me to do something about my dressing..my hair..my outlook..time for a change for the better I hope..sometime changes are not all good, tho' I want it to be good..the class is damn noisy today..*sigh*hate noisy places..mom is asking me to take up driving lesson..*haha* do i need?i will when i have the time..im so freaking busy now ..off I go do my stuff..im so stuck in school today..
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Saturday, July 28, 2007 @13:59
I'm a Romantic freak who don't know what is REALISTIC
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @22:42
SP-Moing on TI Phnom Penh Kampong Speu Combodia
its a confirm trip..
no one object in the family, so I am on for it.
thousand and one thing to do before the trip
-date of departure will be on 2 september 07 to 15 september 07
flight detail depart by Silk Air 8:40(meet 630)
arrival by Silk Air 1810 - 2110
-Packing of computers 1August07 1530
-orientation programme
27August07 (monday) 0900 - 1700
-First Aid Course
28-30 august 07 0900-1700
-Medical checkup
tired tired...
had a meeting just now..
*smile*
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@10:05
back in school doing rigging..im so full of shit..the happiest day of my life will be yesterday and the days before...can life be any better?it has been REALLY nice to me..school days..my stocks are going up and i'm happy..making profits, that's what I want cos that will be result for CFM.previous test was great.. 75-90(the whole class)and I am in the middle.. what the shit isn't it.CFM is no more worries, had my test last week, and I can overlook it for a while.Going for Combodia briefing later..should I go for that trip?hmm~~ there will be alot to do before going..if i'm selected, it will be a 2weeks thing..I am gonna enjoy it, cos I love going overseas, for volunteery work.i will be tanned.. *smile* how COOL~~ it won't be cool there tho' ..assignments due dates are very near..this week will be rigging week (mrtl)then it will be animation week(AF)what more can i ask for..I enjoy doing them, the thing is I AM SO LAZYI already started, so it is for me to CARRY ON!!-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------had been at home eating, seems like mom is happy with it..she is not nagging that much anymore..*smile* good thing.*smile*As the day pass..I grew older.. the more things I see..the more unpure this world is..I see the bad side of it..should I be happy that I am growing..should I be glad that I am in it..Tears no longer solve problemslaughter doesn't mean happinessYes doesn't mean PositiveNo is definitely Negativewhen I found out that my tears are frozenI found out that how emotionless I amit is this world that train me to be like thiscos I finally know that tears no longer helps in situationcrying in silence is what I do.laughing out loud is what I am doing.how sad this is..I no longer can show my true emotioncan I cry when I am hungry? can I cry when I want to sleep? can I cry when I dont like that particular person? can I cry can i cry?no use crying isn't it.. these are problems to be solved and not cry over..see how ugly this world is.. glad that I am still me..i do cry.. alot.. to myself..when I laugh.. it is cos I am HAPPY..the thing is the slightiest things can make me Happy and contented..[childish , yes I am]do pardon my childishness,do pardon my stubborness, do pardon my blurness,do pardon my heckcare attitude,do pardon my silliness, do pardon my silent,do pardon my not answering to question personality,do pardon my no comments mouth,do pardon my crazy brain,do pardon the incomplete me, so imcomplete that scare me most of the time..Like I say..I am silly for the you,I am childish for you,I am who I am..for you ..zach
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @21:42
I got my reward from you..
so happy..
love you so much to say..
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Monday, July 23, 2007 @09:24
started studying for MLP test..
started doing animation
-modeled a few things
haven't start rigging
I LOVE HOTDOGS!!!
I am fine with life these days..
nothing but work
nothing but notes
nothing but lesson
nothing but school
nothing but lecture
nothing but practical
nothing but assignment
nothing but just my life
I am happy cos of you..
no one else but you
my smile is the most natural for you
my smile is the stupidiest for you
my smile is the silliest for you
my smile is the cheekiest for you
my smile is there just for you
i am kinda broke these days..
not doing any shopping
cos I am going shopping somewhere else..
it is so confirm..
can't wait to go..
SOON!!!!!
shhh~~ its a secret
wahaha
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @17:30
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Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@12:44
Busy doing my assignments!!!!
so much to do..
so little time..
so lazy..
I am still slacking..
WTF..
been going out late..
I am enjoying my weekends these days..
woots~~
I find the joy of late night..
with some friends..
interesting and fun to be with peeps..
talking about wanting to go overseas..
set..
the place
the date
can't wait to leave this place..
can't wait to throw every shit here and leave..
I want to leave forever..
I want to leave and never come back..
if i can, I will.. now and this moment..
*FLY*
back to doing my work..
stop dreaming..
am i waiting for her?
I don't know..
but i know that i want to see her reply..
i want to hear her voice
i want to see her
i want to talk to her
damn!!!
she is just not talking to me..
what is wrong..
miss her so much
miss her so bad
cos I truly love her
cos I truly want her
shall stop thinking about all this..
she don't need me..
and I promise to let her go when she has to..
this is the time, isnt it?
I will smile and let you go
I will cry inside never let you know
I will hold your hand for the last time, tight but I have to let go
I want to look into your eyes and tell you I LOVE YOU so please go
I want to hug you and join our hearts together for the last time
our hearts meet so hard to part
goodbye seems to be the hardest word
and now I see you online..
my tears flow like the valley
can that be a soing?
-tobecontinue-
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @13:47
the stocks I am holding is dropping..and I am losing money..OMG!!!!my Assets = my marksok.. I shall be patient with it..what more can I ask for..the market is never stable.. at least to me till now.. and its been dropping since yesterday around 3pm. Erwin says its a good time to go in now, cos it's all falling..hmm~~ will it continue dropping or will it rise after this huge fall..Nobody knows.I am having CFM test later.. damn no matter how many times i read through the nots..i am never confident enough..just like I am never confident of my choice of stocks I got on hand..Animating andy..wahaha.. what more can I do during class..other than Friendster, Msn, Notes, Movies, Animation.. there seems to be nothing more for me to do..haven't been drawing for quite some time..I want to draw.. I want to hold my pencil and start drawing once again..my dream to just sit at home and draw..those girls..those poses..those bodies..those face..damn.. I have no time for it..finally I touch my keyboard quite alot these days..just love the way it is..I can't live without my pencil, my keyboard, my animation ..what else..can i just hide away into some place with just a huge bedpencil and sketch bookskeyboardMayalappya simple life is what i am looking forward to.doing the things I like..creating my own fantasy..with the simpliest things that make up my life..i want to be alone..far away..maybe with the one i love..i want to play her favourite piece everydaymake beautiful music for her..i can draw her on my sketch book..fill it with her parti will tell our story with animation and sketches..I guess i must be tired..cos seems like I am thinking way too much..*wahaha* without dream ..i am not myself anymore..
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @09:44
the crowded night .. off I go to Everland with strangers
she is so tall.. even when we are sitting down.. so depressing..
back in time.. the peeps I'm going to live my life with.. what a blessing..
wow... who is that tall person at the back.. my head is at her *****.. camera action
am i seeing things?
rach and stella.. they are TTTttaaalllll.. can i have a latte tall please.
My beloved weiwei... aw.. simply love her to bits
these are the girls i love with my heart.. rach,stella,zab,Su
we are together in one piece.. are we sweet?? oops.. don't be jealous.. cos she is mineI was wondering...
if I just disappear..if I just forget everything..
if I just run to a far away land..
if I find someone I love..
if I can be with my dream girl..if I die..
so many ...IF...
seriously life is getting kinda bored,
i need things to make me excited..nothing seems to excite me more,
nothing seems to make me look forward to..
oh~~ hold it , I want to talk to her.. >.<
the only thing I'm looking and working towards to..one more thing,i'm going overseas soon..
off to ********!!!
YEAH~~!!!!!!on ****07.. Hmm~~
a place where I can shop with ease,
a place I always visit to shop for shoes and clothings..
what more..I want to just stay there for the rest of my life..
away from all problem..keep it a secret.. i want to leave silently.. and back silently..
shopping list will be out soon..
recently my body seems to be a little weird..i need to chill it..
its getting very heated up,I'm not high or anything..just heated up..
my girlfriend.. *smile*
they are one couple.how sweet. and I am jealous.. hmmpss..
kiss me if you want, baby..
stop smiling at the camera you idiot..
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy