Saturday, April 29, 2006 @21:06
Growing up is so tough that it hurts sometime....If there's a choice i rather not grow up. Tho' i gain alot of things but it never sum up to what i've lost on the journey of growing up....I looked at my brother one day, and see how fast he is growing. He has started taking on enrichment classes, and 2 of his 7 evening is burnt. But at least have got 5 evening for his own. Then i see myself, almost all my evening is burnt. How tiring is growing up....I asked my brother one day"why do you want to go to this place?" and he said," I never been there before." Isn't that good? at least there's still lots of 'mystery' awaiting him. Then i thought, is there a NEW place that i can visit? Once you grow up my dear brother, you will know how small this place is, treasure this now before you know it it's gone....I see my brother cry one day, and i wonder how hurt is he. And i found out that he's not that hurt. Then i ask myself, when is the last time I cried my heart out? And what cause it? Then i realized, it's quite sometime back and it's a really hurtful experience. Gowing up really make one stronger, even stronger than you think you are....I'm losing many things for just growing up.... no pain no gain....
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Friday, April 28, 2006 @10:08
I wonder how long we last went out as a group together....I'm actually starting to miss you guys. Tho' school is fun and i made new friends BUT i am still missing you....I wonder what's wrong with me....Everyone have their own life....Human is an individual....What's those emotion for?As time passes each day, i start to fear that our relationship will be washed away by that invisible 'force'.I know that Singapore is so small but it seems so big with that limitation of time.Thinking of the days we were out today, doing stupid things.... I can only laugh. Thinking of those bad days we went through.... I can only smile and say'we are an incredible group of friends who can actually walk thro THAT.'Thinking of those days we hang our self at some cafe.... and those were the days.To my dearest friends....I think it's time we meet up and do nothing like we used to do. Cause I MISSED those days and definitely you guys. No other people in this world can ever replace you in my heart and i hope that you are thinking the same. Cause we a very unique group which i treasure more than any thing. I feel that it(missing you) is growing within me each day, and i don't like that feeling. I feel so lost and lonely tho' i've got so many other people revolving around me. But there's still something missing in my life. I guess that's you. Waiting to be healed....
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @20:57
Happy Birthday Kid....What exactly is Birth day....
It's my day; your day; her day; his day; its day.... everyone has that very special day dedicated to them.
Have you thought of what special things are we suppose to do on that very special day....
Spend a few minutes to think about it....do whatever you like but never forgetting to thank your mum about that.
Thank you Mum....Never forgetting my Dad too....Happy Birthday once again Kid.... enjoy this very special day your parents have created for you.... though there is thousands of people out there regard this day as their very own special day, don't blame your parents. They didn't know about that. Why?Cause that's not a day to share with everyone;or that there is only 365 days a year.(not much choice). BUT that special day last 24hrs just like any other day.... soo....
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
@16:37
Have you ever ask yourself, who you really are....I always does....Have you ever ask yourself, is that really me....I always does....Have you ever ask yourself, am i true to myself....I always does....Have you ever ask yourself, is that what you want others to see....I always does....Have you ever ask yourself, what's wrong with that me today....I always does....Try asking yourself that, you might find something you didn't know about yourself. Why? Because there's no-one out there who cares more about you other than yourself. Be true to yourself;Be nice to yourself;Be happy yourself and no more FULLSTOP.... Think about what i say, but i don't really care. there are too many 'normal' thoughts out there which is overwhelming for me to take notice.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Saturday, April 22, 2006 @22:43
Down the Train, I know that somethings gonna be different.Up the Hill, I know my Life gonna change.During Lectures, I know that I'm starting anew.Waving Goodbye, I know that Paper in my heart will be filled with many Different colours.Travelling down the Green line, it's time to 'Stone'.Walking Home, I know that dinner is gonna be ready.Going to bed, I know that a brand new day is waiting ahead.
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @16:39
CSCC campit's a wonderful camp, I enjoyed it so much. Scorpion ROCKS.. hahaha.I'm just SICK and SICKENING now. lol. MIT campJust so sad, i can't attend.. SICK bugs just can't seperate from me. hahaha. .. One camp One good memory ..Be happy about what you have , and not think about what you don't have..
Yi got my secrets.
but; i only share it with my teddy
